its been 4eva since i blog..
im juz plain lazy uh..
wen i hev dat time to blog..
i simply juz sit in front of the comp..
n do nth... criuslly!!! haha...
i tink im too tired huh..
ok.. deres many tings dat hapen
tings dat i shld b hepi about..
n tings dat i shld nt b hepi abt...
but let me share the hepi parts wif my dearest frens...
before i forget..
1)i wana wish so veri belated bdae to kak su n abg amat...
we did make a short outing..
to sakura buffet at down town east..
was so hepi heving dose wonderful frens by my side..
even its fer awhile..
bt it mean so much fer me..
n i hope.. we'll meet soon...
2)im a FULLY REGISTERED NURSE!!!
yeay!!
much much responsibilities on my shoulder..
n dats mean..
much more money would be in my bank acc at the end of the mth..
claded in my green uniform each n everydae..
makes me tink again..
M I REALLIE A NURSE???
criusly.. im nt ready to hev dat much responsility..
wats more werking in
SPECIAL CARE NURSERY..
taking care of very sick babies...
but i hope.. i would be a succesful nurse one dae!!
n seeing those babies suffers each n everyday..
makes me cry deep down inside..
they r so so small..
n yet they hev to suffer so much..
wif heving.
kidney failure..
hole in the heart..
HIV!!
god noes how i sympathy them..
but its greatful dat they hev both
parents supporting..
n dat make dem strong to live..;)
3)im so hepi dat me n kuzzins became close..
going out togeder to jemputan...
jokes ard..
although it might so little time togeder..
im realie thankflu to hev such a wonderful kuzzins..
hu nvr failed to make me laugh!!
luv ya guys!!!
4)n not to forget frens..
hu nvr fail to gif me advise
wen im feeling down..
5)but here the sad part..
although i got everything in life..
a family hu loves n care bout me..
frens hu nvr failed to lend me their shoulder wen i nid to cry...
a bright future ahead...
everything!! its complete rite..
yet i felt dat theres something so missing..
i dun even noe wat...
almost every nite..
i cried... wif no purpose at all..
or sumtyms i do cry bcoz of those memories..
which seems to be alwaes in mind...
even after i hev everythin in life..
i still feel so alone..
as if my heart desire sumtin i cnt figure out..
as if my life is craving fer sumting so crucial..
haiz..
but to hev this positive thinking on wat i already had in life..
im contented!!!
niwae i mish my frens!!!!!!
syahida: shes the most lame person i eva met.. n yet shes adorable.. (hey dat came straight from my heart!!!) a real good fren indeed!!
jannah: this gurl is good in listening to probs!! n shes pretty!!!
lydia: the bestest fren of all.. u cn critisize her as much as u cn.. n still u cn see her smile... hehe.. dats great bout her..
nooreen, nasha and arin..
dese three gurl neva get bored of miting!! love u guys!!!
