HAIZ

WHY WEN WE LUV SUMONE SO BAD... HE WOULD IGNORE U JUZ LIKE DAT.. BUT Y WEN WE DUN HEV FEELINGS FER SUMONE... HE JUZ KEPT CUMING BEK INTO OUR LIVES!!! OH GOD... HELP!!!

amazed

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

isnt it such a lovely song!!
so so suweet..
hw i wish sumone would eva sing dis to me..
not juz singing..
but mean every single ting dat had been written in the lyrics..

aniwae!!
ive sum pixies to update...

pixies of mela...

again...

went to collect vistoria secret stuff from a fren..
n now i m so much in love wif victoria secret...
i totalie wana promote tis fragrance...
PURE SEDUCTION!!!
Me... all set to go out on a date... ehem ehem...
hes late!!!
wat to do...

look at the make up.. haha.. bapok make up fer me tau..

urs truly!!


cute huh dis baby...


im so in love wif babies rite now..

this is the collegues ive been werking wif fer the past
1 mth...
work life would be so dull wif out dem...


shenes
me.. hhahaha
emily.. camay.. grace
us..
shu zhen.. the motherly one..

aniwae.. rite now...
im fallinf fer a guy... haha..
fer those hu noes.. juz kip quiet uh..
fer dose hu dun... dun kpo!!
hes such a swit swit guy....

funny...

i'll nvr get bored toking to him... haiz...

updated again..

i noe i noe..
its been 4eva since i blog..
im juz plain lazy uh..
wen i hev dat time to blog..
i simply juz sit in front of the comp..
n do nth... criuslly!!! haha...
i tink im too tired huh..

ok.. deres many tings dat hapen
tings dat i shld b hepi about..
n tings dat i shld nt b hepi abt...
but let me share the hepi parts wif my dearest frens...

before i forget..
1)i wana wish so veri belated bdae to kak su n abg amat...
we did make a short outing..
to sakura buffet at down town east..
was so hepi heving dose wonderful frens by my side..
even its fer awhile..
bt it mean so much fer me..
n i hope.. we'll meet soon...

2)im a FULLY REGISTERED NURSE!!!
yeay!!
much much responsibilities on my shoulder..
n dats mean..
much more money would be in my bank acc at the end of the mth..
claded in my green uniform each n everydae..
makes me tink again..
M I REALLIE A NURSE???
criusly.. im nt ready to hev dat much responsility..
wats more werking in
SPECIAL CARE NURSERY..
taking care of very sick babies...
but i hope.. i would be a succesful nurse one dae!!
n seeing those babies suffers each n everyday..
makes me cry deep down inside..
they r so so small..
n yet they hev to suffer so much..
wif heving.
kidney failure..
hole in the heart..
HIV!!
god noes how i sympathy them..
but its greatful dat they hev both
parents supporting..
n dat make dem strong to live..;)

3)im so hepi dat me n kuzzins became close..
going out togeder to jemputan...
jokes ard..
although it might so little time togeder..
im realie thankflu to hev such a wonderful kuzzins..
hu nvr failed to make me laugh!!
luv ya guys!!!

4)n not to forget frens..
hu nvr fail to gif me advise
wen im feeling down..

5)but here the sad part..
although i got everything in life..
a family hu loves n care bout me..
frens hu nvr failed to lend me their shoulder wen i nid to cry...
a bright future ahead...
everything!! its complete rite..
yet i felt dat theres something so missing..
i dun even noe wat...
almost every nite..
i cried... wif no purpose at all..
or sumtyms i do cry bcoz of those memories..
which seems to be alwaes in mind...

even after i hev everythin in life..
i still feel so alone..
as if my heart desire sumtin i cnt figure out..
as if my life is craving fer sumting so crucial..
haiz..
but to hev this positive thinking on wat i already had in life..
im contented!!!

niwae i mish my frens!!!!!!

syahida: shes the most lame person i eva met.. n yet shes adorable.. (hey dat came straight from my heart!!!) a real good fren indeed!!
jannah: this gurl is good in listening to probs!! n shes pretty!!!
lydia: the bestest fren of all.. u cn critisize her as much as u cn.. n still u cn see her smile... hehe.. dats great bout her..
nooreen, nasha and arin..
dese three gurl neva get bored of miting!! love u guys!!!

sorie...

elo again...
u guys rememba??
der was one time i told u guys dat i get to noe this
particular guy aft a huge heartbreak??
yeap..
he still contacting me..
in fact we started to go out on dates....
its not dat i had totalie forgotten abt my past...
but i try to give myself a chance to love n be loved again...
im trying real hard to move on...

but sumtymes...
tinking of my past juz makes me step bek..
ok.. this guy im dating..
lets kol him R
he is such a swit guy...
hu nvr eva failed to msg me once he wakes up to wish me a good morning...
hu nvr failed to kol me up n asked hows my day...
n nvr a single dae.. he would 4get sae I LOVE U...

dat short but so meaningful werds..
apparantly its real hard fer me to actualie say it bek to him..
i realie dunnoe wats holding me bek..
maybe its too soon..
or maybe my heart juz nid more time to heal...
only god noes..

4 now.. i do like him..
but love??
i guezz time will tell...
its not hes not good looking or wat...
hes pleasant looking...
but my heart juz not able to to accept anyone at tiz particular moment...
n at the same time..
i dun wana gif him such high hopes...
and apparently left him hanging all alone...
n i truly dun want dat to hapen to him...
cuz i definitely noes hw it feels...
i do appreciate every single ting dat he did 4 me...

n to R..
i noe u would b reading tis...
i realie hope u undastan how i feels..
i noe ive told u tis..
n u willingly sae u wana wait fer me...
n i dun wana force u to 4get me or anything..
cuz i do want to move on..
but i cnt...
gif me time... :,(


aniwae.. ders sum pixies i totalie 4get to update....
pixies i took on the last dae
on my attachment..
dey r definitely a great bunch of frens..
gona mish werking togeder wif dem..

update...

i noe i noe..
its quite sum time since i blog..
its not dat im too busy..
its not dat my comp's sick..
its juz dat im too lazy.. hehe...

i've been heving fever fer the past two daes...
migraines were totallie uncontrollable...
phlegm were gross!!!
runny nose were so damn irritating!!
i were in bed 24 hrs...
its was definitely irritating....

ok!! i hev an announcement to make!!
listen uh!!
i wana officiallie declared myself as...
BANKRUPT!!!
yeah...
its not even 25th.. n my bank acc is clean....
oh money... please come to me...

n me..
wif nth to do at home..
looking ard at old pixies in my dad cam..
n found some pixies to upload..
since ive nvr updated fer soo long..
here r sum of the pixies i found...
me n my gorgeous mum


me my dad n his boys..
dats all uh...
tata...