sorie...

elo again...
u guys rememba??
der was one time i told u guys dat i get to noe this
particular guy aft a huge heartbreak??
yeap..
he still contacting me..
in fact we started to go out on dates....
its not dat i had totalie forgotten abt my past...
but i try to give myself a chance to love n be loved again...
im trying real hard to move on...

but sumtymes...
tinking of my past juz makes me step bek..
ok.. this guy im dating..
lets kol him R
he is such a swit guy...
hu nvr eva failed to msg me once he wakes up to wish me a good morning...
hu nvr failed to kol me up n asked hows my day...
n nvr a single dae.. he would 4get sae I LOVE U...

dat short but so meaningful werds..
apparantly its real hard fer me to actualie say it bek to him..
i realie dunnoe wats holding me bek..
maybe its too soon..
or maybe my heart juz nid more time to heal...
only god noes..

4 now.. i do like him..
but love??
i guezz time will tell...
its not hes not good looking or wat...
hes pleasant looking...
but my heart juz not able to to accept anyone at tiz particular moment...
n at the same time..
i dun wana gif him such high hopes...
and apparently left him hanging all alone...
n i truly dun want dat to hapen to him...
cuz i definitely noes hw it feels...
i do appreciate every single ting dat he did 4 me...

n to R..
i noe u would b reading tis...
i realie hope u undastan how i feels..
i noe ive told u tis..
n u willingly sae u wana wait fer me...
n i dun wana force u to 4get me or anything..
cuz i do want to move on..
but i cnt...
gif me time... :,(


aniwae.. ders sum pixies i totalie 4get to update....
pixies i took on the last dae
on my attachment..
dey r definitely a great bunch of frens..
gona mish werking togeder wif dem..