TIME...

NOW.. ITS REALIE TIME...

bonus

IM A RICH GURL... NANANANANANANA.....

presence..

it definitely hurts 2 pursue a love which was nvr meant to b urs to begin wif.
i was too caught up wif dose fantasies till
i 4get to appreciate the love that was der for me all dis while.
it hurts so much 2 see him hepi loving another.
i were too busy looking into little2 mistakes he made
till he abandoned the love dat was ever ready waitin
4 me to make things happen.
to make us hepi.
i was too engrossed picking up his mistakes..
dat i dun realised he's realie trying his best to make me hepi...
til the dae he went away.. n close his doors on me...
ders a quote dat goes..
"u wun b able to appreciate the presence of dat sumone till he's gone"
nw dat i realise my mistakes.. its already too late..

dear if do cum across dis blog..
"i wana say thnkiu so much 4 teaching me lots n lots of tings bout relationship...
its not only about being sweet...
but to undastan each other needs was more impt...
i noe u sacrifice so much fer us...
u gev me many many chances to change...
but im juz so dumb to realise..
n im not mad at u 4 leaving..
cuz its part of my fault too 4 not undastandin u...
i still love u soo much... sobs sobs"

i tink its time dat i put it to a stop. accept disappointments.
i cant hev everything i wan.
i'l b hepi fo him.
im glad dat once in dis lifetime, he walked into my life.

ANIWAE!!
im bek to werk tomorow
aft on long mc..
for dose hu dunnoe...
i scalded my hand...
n now my hand look disgusting!!!
n how on earth guys would look at me... haha
hope it heals soon...
lots n lots of pple asked me...
"izzit painful??"
like duh!! imagine a whole lot of hot boiling oil on ur hand..
hw u feel uh??!!!!
but den.. i alwaes ans..
"my heart hurts much much more den my hand"
emo uh..




Forget who hurt you yesterday, But don't forget who loves you tenderly today...

memories

*in loving memories*
its almost 4 am in the morning...
n i juz came bek from miting my fwens...
its my first time aniwae..
thnk god my parents did undastan me..
dat i nid to loosen up myself n hev fun wif my fren..

but den.. even wen im outside wif frens..
he still linger in my mind..
but den.. i tried to b strong..
saying to myself..
"he dun love u animore eqa.. dun hev hopes plz.. he's not cuming bek"
it doesnt werk aniwae..

while i was bz chattin wif my fren..
i did look ard looking fer him
i dunnoe.. dats wat i usualie did wen im outside...
n wen we were abt to move off..
der it was...
the bike ive been riding on fer the past 5 mths was der...
it was him...
my heart beats realie2 fast..
maybe i juz mish him soo much...

so much of me wanting to move on...
dearest frens kips forcing me to move on..
but definitely its hard..
since we were already too comfortable togeder.. haiz..
i mish him...




You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke everything! You
turned my world upside down and inside out, BUT I know it was worth it for that one moment of love we had, it's a shame it went bad....

love..

hw do i heal a broken heart???
i hev no idea wer to start cuz everythin i do..
reminds me of him...
it is sad isnt it?? heving sumone u realie love but u juz cnt hev him in
ur arms...
much more devastating.. wen u used to hev dat sumone hu loves u
more den anything else in the world.. but now he hates u much much more...

like i said in my previous blog..
love is realie a huge cycle..
fill wif heartbrokens n happiness..
at one point u cn b hepi... another point u cn be sad...

n of course rite now im in the sad pointla..
dats y im starting to blog now..
i noe its been ages since i blog...
but wen im hepi... i got no time to blog..
cuz most of the time would b spent wif him...

but now.. its over..
it would b such a waste of time thinking bout him...
but still i think of him every single dae...
stoopid of me uh!!
den wat to do.. its realie hard to get over sumone
i realie gev my whole heart to...

"A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million Tears, I Know Because I've Cried"

HAIZ

WHY WEN WE LUV SUMONE SO BAD... HE WOULD IGNORE U JUZ LIKE DAT.. BUT Y WEN WE DUN HEV FEELINGS FER SUMONE... HE JUZ KEPT CUMING BEK INTO OUR LIVES!!! OH GOD... HELP!!!

amazed

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

isnt it such a lovely song!!
so so suweet..
hw i wish sumone would eva sing dis to me..
not juz singing..
but mean every single ting dat had been written in the lyrics..

aniwae!!
ive sum pixies to update...

pixies of mela...

again...

went to collect vistoria secret stuff from a fren..
n now i m so much in love wif victoria secret...
i totalie wana promote tis fragrance...
PURE SEDUCTION!!!
Me... all set to go out on a date... ehem ehem...
hes late!!!
wat to do...

look at the make up.. haha.. bapok make up fer me tau..

urs truly!!


cute huh dis baby...


im so in love wif babies rite now..

this is the collegues ive been werking wif fer the past
1 mth...
work life would be so dull wif out dem...


shenes
me.. hhahaha
emily.. camay.. grace
us..
shu zhen.. the motherly one..

aniwae.. rite now...
im fallinf fer a guy... haha..
fer those hu noes.. juz kip quiet uh..
fer dose hu dun... dun kpo!!
hes such a swit swit guy....

funny...

i'll nvr get bored toking to him... haiz...