presence..

it definitely hurts 2 pursue a love which was nvr meant to b urs to begin wif.
i was too caught up wif dose fantasies till
i 4get to appreciate the love that was der for me all dis while.
it hurts so much 2 see him hepi loving another.
i were too busy looking into little2 mistakes he made
till he abandoned the love dat was ever ready waitin
4 me to make things happen.
to make us hepi.
i was too engrossed picking up his mistakes..
dat i dun realised he's realie trying his best to make me hepi...
til the dae he went away.. n close his doors on me...
ders a quote dat goes..
"u wun b able to appreciate the presence of dat sumone till he's gone"
nw dat i realise my mistakes.. its already too late..

dear if do cum across dis blog..
"i wana say thnkiu so much 4 teaching me lots n lots of tings bout relationship...
its not only about being sweet...
but to undastan each other needs was more impt...
i noe u sacrifice so much fer us...
u gev me many many chances to change...
but im juz so dumb to realise..
n im not mad at u 4 leaving..
cuz its part of my fault too 4 not undastandin u...
i still love u soo much... sobs sobs"

i tink its time dat i put it to a stop. accept disappointments.
i cant hev everything i wan.
i'l b hepi fo him.
im glad dat once in dis lifetime, he walked into my life.

ANIWAE!!
im bek to werk tomorow
aft on long mc..
for dose hu dunnoe...
i scalded my hand...
n now my hand look disgusting!!!
n how on earth guys would look at me... haha
hope it heals soon...
lots n lots of pple asked me...
"izzit painful??"
like duh!! imagine a whole lot of hot boiling oil on ur hand..
hw u feel uh??!!!!
but den.. i alwaes ans..
"my heart hurts much much more den my hand"
emo uh..




Forget who hurt you yesterday, But don't forget who loves you tenderly today...