memories

*in loving memories*
its almost 4 am in the morning...
n i juz came bek from miting my fwens...
its my first time aniwae..
thnk god my parents did undastan me..
dat i nid to loosen up myself n hev fun wif my fren..

but den.. even wen im outside wif frens..
he still linger in my mind..
but den.. i tried to b strong..
saying to myself..
"he dun love u animore eqa.. dun hev hopes plz.. he's not cuming bek"
it doesnt werk aniwae..

while i was bz chattin wif my fren..
i did look ard looking fer him
i dunnoe.. dats wat i usualie did wen im outside...
n wen we were abt to move off..
der it was...
the bike ive been riding on fer the past 5 mths was der...
it was him...
my heart beats realie2 fast..
maybe i juz mish him soo much...

so much of me wanting to move on...
dearest frens kips forcing me to move on..
but definitely its hard..
since we were already too comfortable togeder.. haiz..
i mish him...




You broke me, you broke my heart, you broke everything! You
turned my world upside down and inside out, BUT I know it was worth it for that one moment of love we had, it's a shame it went bad....