"ma.. eqa rindu syafikla"
"sudahla.. waste of time je pikir2 pasal dier..
bkn dier sorang jantan dlm dunia nie.. dier dh tinggalkn
kau... tkkn nk terhegeh2 lagi.. move on la"

dats wat she alwaes said wen i told her i mish him...
sumtymes it hurts...
but to tink again... its truela..
he's not the onli guy i noe...
n he left me..
y muz i kip holding myself bek??

but to tink again...
ive been in n out of love many many times..
n still i experience dis kind of hearbreaks..
wen will dis eva end??!!!
im tired... veri veri tired....

all i eva wanted...
was a heving a swit bf..
hu loved me so much...
n hu cn gif me their attention...
dats all..
izzit so hard???!!!
it seems like it is... haiz

btw.. ive started werk oredi...
n everyone had been asking bout my beautiful hand...
haha...
my hand still look disgustingla..
but better...
n the other ting dat sum of my collegues kip askin...
"hw u n syafik??"
haiz.. hw i wish i cld ans..
"ooo we're bek again togeder..."
but no...
HE'S GONE...





I dun mish him, I mish hu I thought he was...