reBoUNd LoVe

REBOUND LOVE... whats dat?? after u had been thru a heart break.. easy said.. rejection...
u hev this new relationship.. but its juz a relationship to hev a new guy in ur life..
to make u 4get dat guy hu hurt u... which iz totalie selfish of urself.. cuz u never noe
u gona love him or dump him at the end of the dae... hes juz a replacement 4 the time being..
to heal ur broken heart.. to occupy ur loneliness.. n guezz wat.. dat happens to me too...

u noe rite dat ruthless guy hu left me?? yeap hes nower to be found anymore... n
i met this guy... hu came into my life at the rite time.. aft my heart had been
shattered into millions n millions of pieces... after few daes of miting n chatting on fone..
he told me.. he fell for me.. dat fast!! i dun believe him.. but still i went into a relationship
wif him.. yeah.. believe it or not... i dun even like him.. wats more love him..
wana noe y i accept him?? cuz i tot hes gona make me 4get dat ruthless guy... make my life hepi
again... make me hev a suweet suweet smile on my face again... to think back.. im quite bad rite..
to play ard wif his heart cuz i dun even hev feelings fer him.. n im juz trying out my luck..

n.. this happens.. after 2 months of us in this so called relationship.. i dun even like him!1
he dun exists in my heart... i tried so hard pushing him into my heart... but it juz wun fit..
metaphoricallie(if dat werd exist).. dat ruthless guy is still inside.. the whole him..
urghhh!! i hate this.. but im gona tell this.. i still love dat RUTHLESS him... so much... much much much.
n tis new guy.. i dun noe wat to do wif him.. he loves me so much.. n all my frens knew bout it..
they told me to try.. but hey.. love cnt be forced... if u cnt love dat person.. u cnt
force urself.. love cums naturallie.. even wifout trying hard.. it will surely cum..
n im trying too hard.. but still ders no outcum.. i dun even close my eyes wen i kish him..
i juz hate heving the fact that hes gona replaced my ruthless guy place in my heart..

i dun wana hurt him.. neither do i want to lie to myself... i hate myself...:,,(

misery doesnt love any kind of company, it luvs only miserable company

i look at u n cn clearly see.. our life of love start slipping from me... try as might to hold on to the past ur love seems to b slipping away at last my heart reaches out but hw cn i win?? the odds r too great wen u fail to bend the fear in my heart now calls the love of a fren, the fear in my heart matches the tears in my eyes, the rules hev now chged, its my turn to cry.. but i'll nvr leave u til u let me go i'll stay 4 u, tis much u must noe i c u chge rite b4 my eyes, the fear in my heart cnt say any goodbyes...