wads luv?

elo.. im new here.. i guezz im jeles cuz everyone seems to hev blog.. n i dun hev any.. exception from my multiply which i seldom log on to... i got bored easily...

starting a new blog meaning im gona let out everything thats been playin ard in my MIND... things dat had been ruining my ALREADY HOPELESSLY LONELY LIFE... So bare wif me uh... im gona start whinning now!!

so.. lets get started.. cn anyone realie tell me.. wads the defination of LOVE?? yeap.. deres many2 answer to dat SIMPLE question.. diff pple.. diff perceptions... now let me tell u wads love meant to me...

LOVE.. is sumting MIRACULOUSLY BEAUTIFUL... its wen two diff pple... from two realie diff world... met n their hearts simply becums one... its wen both party had butterfly feelings in the stomach weneva each time they meet... its wen the world juz go round n round wen they're passionately kissing... wen they tink that only both of them exist in this world... ooo.. snap me out from this illusions... love is not all great... nothing is perfect.. n i realie meant nothin!!! anyone disagree???!!!

ive been in love.. n hurt.. everyone goes thru the same... its a cycle of life... correct me if im wrong... its whether that person is strong enuf to go thru painful miseries after dat special sumone hurt dat most fragile thing dat human beings possesed.. the HEART...


now let me tell u sad sad story of mine which i guezz everybody noes.. bare again wif me.. ive been in love lots n lots of time.. i dun tink its pure love.. its juz monkey love... wen dat particular moment u juz nid sumone to tok to.. n deres dat sumone.. n dat sumone was willing to listen to ur thrilling sad stories... u tot u're in love... but eventualie ure not... i dun tink dats love rite??!!
nope2...


but for the first time in my life.. n i realie meant the FIRST... i realie fell in love wif diz suweet looking guy hu came by my LONELY DARK life... i realie tot hes my prince charming in dat metal thing... ARMOUR.. on a horse... trying to save this DEVASTATED LOOKING lady and bring her to a NERENDING HAPPY life.... everything felt so right... i got butterflies in my bloated tummy.. my world was spinning real fast wen i kish him passionately... n problems seems to be miles miles away... i tot my dreams had cum thru.. i tot this gorgeously dream cum thru thingy will last...

but not all things last foreva... "yang indah itu hanyalah sementara" i wasnt in love... it was infatuation... the dreams that i tot came thru... are juz meant to be dreamz... i was the only one hu loves him.. n im the only hu got the spinning world thing wen i kish him.... now that i got dat PAINFUL REALITY SLAP on my face... im still in DENIAL.. cuz these perfect feelings i had wen im wif him end up juz so soon...

day by day... tears juz kept on draining... im realie realie weak... i noe.. everyone's weak wen it cums to love... its faith n strength of dat individual dat helps to make dem to carry on... im lack of dose two... cuz ive been putting too much hope on this ruthless guy whom i tot gonna make my life fill wif butterflies n flowers...

so here i m.. still in a state of denial.. still wanting n waiting for little miracles to happen which dey wun in this HORRENDOUS situation of mine... MOST OF THE TIME.. YOU'LL GET THE LEAST EXPECTED WEN URE EXPECTING THE MOST....