tiring dae

firstly i wana thank this gorgeous lady..( i dun hev dat gorgeous lady pixies.. so i put my pix.. hehe)
fer dat realie "knock sum senses" email 2 daes ago...
it makes me realise "oh this is life"...
i tot by juz waiting... everything will be back to normal again...
delusional thinking i guezz.. itz been wif me all along...
but her werds makes me realise.. ders no use waiting fer sumone hu dun even appreaciate u...

she said- Think abt it babe, would u be hapi if he comes back to u but yet he doesn't have any feelings for u??

i guezz dat true.. i wouldnt want dat to happen...
i wun be hepi.. in fact i'll be devastated noeing sumone dat u love
cums bek to u juz bcoz of sympathy...

she said- Each time the memories keeps coming back, just try yr best to stop it from coming again
Its not easy babe, trust me its not.
Its not easy living yr every day knowing tat u lost the person tat u love.

yeap.. its totalie not easy to stop it from cuming..
cuz its alwaes been in my mind all the time..
all i did.. was cry n cry n cry wen dat heppens...
which is so worthless to do uh..

i believe in fate too..
wateva that happens in life...
theres alwaes a reason behind it...
maybe hes not meant fer me..
maybe god had a much much better guy fer me in the future..
we nvr noe until dat dae cums..
n wen the dae arrived.. i wil realie thnk god.. fer making my life fill wif
flowers n butterflies..

she said- Till one fine day, i told myself, nobody can help me stand tall again.
Only i can help myself.

thats totalie true..
nobody n i mean noone cn help us to stand tall but ourselves..
wat frens could do is advice..
n the decision is still in our hands..

n seriusly thnkiu so much fer that motivational advice u gev...
at least u undastan..
this is life.. cycle of life..
people get hurt everydae..
n all u hev to do is hev faith n strength to go thru that hurtful event dat is for sure a
part of life...
god wants the best for us..
if hes nvr meant fer me.. he will never be..

niwae yesterdae was such a tiring dae fer me..
in the morning.. i had to go to kak su's hse to be a kendarat..
her sis's wed..
the three stooges had to wear tudung.. yeap TUDUNG!!
so here cum the three of us wif tudung to the wed which is simply uncomfortable fer us..
we kept complaining.. but to make it simple.. we too had fun..
spending time togeder.. laughing.. craking lame jokes.. im gonna mish dose time..
we're not gonna be togeder animore cuz ders no more skool...
we all gona hev our carreer life..
but i hope nth will chge in our frenship dat we build togeder 3 years bek...

and in the evening.. met my lovely nooreen and arin..
to hev a surprise bdae party fer nasha's fiancee, fir...
it was so swit of them making surprises fer him..
i hope it would a part of his swit memories n cherish every single moment he had...
actualie i envy them.. there're look so swit togeder.. here r sum of the pixies...