When boredom strucks...

boredom do struck me all the times...
nvr a day im boredom-less... especiallie wifout those special creatures called friends around me...
i juz cnt live alone... i'll be dead if im being isolated...

haiz.. i tried to write about things other than that RUTHLESS him...
but i cant... i juz got lot n lots of tings to tok about...
maybe this is the essential way to ease my mind..
after thinking so much about him the whole dae...
at the end of the dae.. i juz pour every single tots of him here... n guys.. i gev u a little warning oredi uh... this blog is full of my tots n how i feel..
n if u tink im bored or sumting... ure alwaes welcome to click on BACK...

let me tell u sumting.. an infomation dat realie added salt to my open wound...
mind u its still bleeding...
a fren of mine... saw him in the bus...
wif a gurl...
a gurl so dear to him.. so special to him...
he's carrying her bag.. like he used to carry mine...
how i wish i was her... i would hold him tite n never eva let him go...
if im heving cruel intentions... i would hev pray to god that his relationship wif her would end soon...
but dats bad uh... real bad...
im not bad...

im hepi to see my loved one hepi...
dats the quote people tend to sae wen dat sumone special left them to woo sumone else..
but i tink its total bullshit!!!
how cn u be hepi wen dat sumone u realie2 love is so hepi in a relationship wif sumone else but not u..
the least is u feel envy.. NEVER HEPI...

The worst thing in life is.....

Seeing the one you love with the one they love...

dat is juz to comfort themself... yeap.. psychologicallie....
sumtimes it does werks... wen in ur mind... all u tink is positive...
it will turned out to be positive...
but for me.. its a total no...
the more i tink dat im going to be hepi wifout him
the more im depressed...
every single lonely day...
i wish... i hope he will cum bek to me.. n everyything would be the same again...
again n again... im dreaming.. dats a total miracle if he kol me... wats more to cum bek into my life... enuf of him todae..

A kiss can be a comma, a question mark or an exclamation point. That's basic spelling that every woman ought to know.

juz now.. got my social psychology n family...
i didnt get to study dat much.. n it turns out to be so hard...
damn tricky.. but nvm.. i hope i cn pass..


You came into my Life like an arrow straight into my heart I dun know if dis is really true You filled my emptiness Giving me happiness wifout you I would b blue Now that we're apart You're still in my heart Im just sitting here Fighting back a tear So sad n alone But im trying to have a heart of stone Not to think of you And forget that I like you so Bit it won't Because I cant I really need you here Dun you even care? You're my Knight in shining armor But dat was just before Coz we have to separate ways To fulfill each other's dreams But ur memories will always stay In my heart and in my mind 4eva,until the end of time...


p.s. i mish him... lots